After my run on Saturday I was REALLY discouraged. I kind of felt like I wanted to give up. Forget the 10k and the half marathon. I am just not cut out for this running crap. As much as I love it some days are just rough. Saturday I tried to convince myself I could make it. My knee started hurting, the rain, the tiredness, the constant puddles and the soaking wet feet just got to me. I just wanted to give up. I would walk a little and then run. I made it and was glad I got out there at 6:30am. I still wasn't convinced I could actually do a 10k in 2 weeks. The voices were starting to get me down.
As much as I knew I needed to run last night I just wasn't feeling it. Knowing I have a 10k right around the corner I needed to at least get a few 3-5 milers in this week. I can't give up now this is what I have been wanting. After a few encouraging words I pulled up my big girl pants and hit the road. I was almost done and I told myself to go just a little bit further. I ended up running about 2.6 miles at a 10:30 pace. Usually I am between 11:00 - 11:30. It was a great feeling and I am glad I did it. Now if I can take that run just a little longer on Wednesday.
I know I can do this. Slow and stead, I will make it.
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